Work Sucks!!!

Seriously, I hate working with my now-pregnant manager. Like seriously, she's so lazy. She makes you do everything and like complains about this and that not being well done, and like blames stuff on you -just because. Like, today after work, she was like, "Oh you've got to make sure all the [clothing] garments are together in the same colour. Cos Q, I know that you want to get out exactly at 5.30pm and you don't do it properly." And you know what? It F&*%ed me off. I didn't say anything to her, cos like normal, I don't want to cause conflict at work. But seriously?? Who wouldn't want to get on on time?? Especially when we DON'T get paid for over time work AND we have to do 10x more than other stores would have to.


Not only that, but she seriously does nothing. Besides stand there and talk to customers or her friends that come into the store, takes like 45mins breaks when she's on her 30mins break and the same with her 10mins break -taking 15-20mins, does her OWN set tasks for the store (sometimes she even makes/asks you to do it for her) or make you go do the put-backs when you're clearly serving customers at the counter, while SHE takes your place at the counter and you have to go do the put-backs. I mean what the hell is wrong with her?? She definitely does not even deserve to be the manager. Like, at one point, she sucks up to us sales assistants, saying she helps us voice our problems at work to the Head Office, then the next minute, she's the one complaining about this and that and makes you do this and that or help her with this and that, when clearly, she's capable of doing it herself -on her own!


Don't get me wrong, I'm not picking on the pregnant woman or anything. She's been like this since day 1 when I started working there. She's seriously so rude too, sometimes. Like we have this new girl who's sort of recently started working at our stores. And she doesn't want her to work on the Monday 10th with her, cos we're doing merchandising and wants me to swap shifts with the new girl.  She even said that she's "f&^%ing useless." I mean like, seriously?? Has she ever thought about how freakin' useless she is sometimes?? Or the fact that she's freakin' lazy as well?? She's just so mean. Just because she's got no one to do all the jobs FOR her, so that she can leave on time or earlier, when the new girl is working, doesn't give her the freakin' right to say such nasty things about her!!! She's so cruel. I seriously cannot wait till she's on her maternity leave and then steps down from being the store manager. She seriously, doesn't deserve that position.  


I absolutely hate working with her. She makes me dread going to work. She's fine when it's like outside of work or when work is over.  Otherwise, she's all about criticizing people and demanding them to do this and that. I really don't like her working ethics.

Jealousy

So me and my mom were talking about my boyfriend. I jokingly said to her that "he is your son in-law" and she then asked me, if I was 100% certain that he's "The One". I said yes. But then she just like you know, say the usual thing to assure me, like most mother's would. She just like said that since he's very easily to get jealous (referring to his jealousy over my guy BFF, R), he might you know, cause major conflict when we're living together. Like he'd be guarding me and acting very very over protective etc. And it would be like as if I have no freedom. And whether or not I'll be able to put up with it for the rest of my life.  


She says, if he got over the 'R issue', there will still be other guys, going in and out of my life. And obviously he's going to get jealous at some point if I get close to another guy. So it'll just be a cycle. 


When I think about it, it's kind of true. I mean, don't get me wrong, I love K to death!!! But he does have an issue with some of the guys that I hang out with and all. Right now, it's my guy BFF, R. And he's always sounding very upset or just unhappy whenever his name is mentioned. He always over-thinks whenever I talk to my BFF or text him etc. He keeps thinking that I'll cheat on him with my BFF. Which is obviously not true. Because I'm clearly not attracted to my BFF that way. Although my BFF does like me more than a friend. Which is probably why, my boyfriend has gone even more protective over me, whenever R is around or when I'm talking to him or about him.


I don't want to be stuck in a "psycho" relationship. Like where someone controls what you do, when you're coming home, why are you going out, who are you going out with etc. It gets really annoying and frustrating. I mean, K really needs to learn to trust me. He keeps saying he does, but it just doesn't feel like he does trust me, whenever I bring up R's name :/


He's really a great boyfriend, but he's just got that so-called 'flaw' and it does bother me a lot. I mean a little bit of jealousy is totally OK, but like just OVER the top kind of jealousy is totally unnecessary. I love him to death and want to be with him forever, cos he is definitely the "perfect" guy for me. He treats me well and all. Just that jealousy part, gets to me at times when it happens. I really do hope that he will learn to trust me more, when it comes to me hanging out with guy friends in future. I want him to loosen up a bit and not having to want to go out with me all the time if I'm going to be with guys etc.