stuCk between them

It's been a long time since I have blogged. That's coz I have been busy studying and having to hang out with my friends.Anyways! I have something to say (hehe).

I have two guy friends. And one f them is my guys best friend, and the other is one of his friends which I have come to be (pretty close) friends with. I love them both. But the thing is, I eel that if I hang out with Friend A then Friend B will get jealous. Coz as you know that my guy best friend has once liked me before and I don't know whether he has gotten over that or not (but I doubt he has). And if I hang out with friend B, he will think that he is ruining me and friend A's friendship. OMG! I hate this. 

I feel like I need to like... I dunno. Please them both? Like make them happy, so neither of them would have 'problems' or 'envy' or whatever with each other. That's why I hate being good friends with the guys that know my guy best friend. Coz this is what will happen. I feel like it's coz the fact that my guy best friend likes me so he will feel jealous that I am hanging out with his friend(s) more than I am hanging out with him. And then I feel bad coz I haven't been hanging out with him. Man. I'm so confused and sort of annoyed aye. 

I mean I love hanging out with Friend B coz he makes me laugh a lot and we have so much fun whenever he walks me home from his soccer game or that time when he walked me home at night coz I missed the bus (- _ -^) or whenever we are together. He is just really nice to me, I know he loves me for who I am. He is very honest with me and everything even thought I haven't known him for long. Probably about a month or so. 

Friend A. He is great as well, seeing as he is my guy best friend. He makes me laugh a lot also and we have fun together as well. But one thing that annoys me is that he has those feelings for me. I like to pretend that he doesn't have those feelings for me, But sometimes it doesn't work (haha). He's great. I can't choose between these two good friends. I never want to end our friendship with these two guys. But what can I do?

Sometimes, It's hard for me to talk about Friend B to Friend A as I think that this will cause Friend A to get jealous. Like when one night I was talking to Friend A on MSN and he said to me that he thought I was going out with Friend B that night. And I told him no. I wasn't. Coz I was busy. Then (I think) Friend A got a bit annoyed (?) coz Friend B never asked him whether he wanted to go out (clubbing) or not, but friend B had asked me and and not him. When Friend B texted me that he felt stink he had asked me and no Friend A as well, I told myself I should never tell friend A anything about me and Friend B. Coz:

a) Friend A will fell jealous and left out coz I didn't hang out with him 

b) Friend B will feel that he is ruining his own friendship with Friend A

and

c) Friend B will think that because of him, me and Friend A aren't close and more and is Friend A's 'replacement'

And you know what? I hated it when Friend B told me that he felt that he was the replacement of Friend A. It annoyed me soo much. I didn't want anyone to think of themselves like that when they hang out with me. I just want to be friends. Is it really that hard? That's why I don't like being around guys that Friend A knows (quite well) coz then his friends will know when to 'back off' from hanging out with me, and I feel bad coz they hang out with me and that I feel the need to make them both happy... and set time to hang out with them both...