Stalking Me?

Well.. I haven't been blogging for ages it seems.. Well that's mainly because I have nothing much to say.

Recently, my life has been average. No real big dramas like I had before the second semester break. Which is good I rekon. But the thing is, this has only been the first week after my semester break finished and I think G has sort of been stalking me? I wouldn't know if you would call it 'stalking'. But he HAS been sort of following me. Not constantly. But just.. Occasionally I guess.

I mean on that Monday back, I had finished for the day @ 1 p.m. and went to the computer lab, I saw him in the computer lab at uni, and I didn't want to say hi, mainly because I did not want to make conversation with him, it's just really awkward (for me) anyways. So i pretended I didn't see him. But I know that he did see me, as I was sort of sitting like in front of him. I didn't want to turn around or look around the room, coz I didn't even want to say hi or smile at him. it's just hard for me to such stuff at the moment. My gf S came in the lab, sometime around 2 p.m. and even then, it was hard for me to turn around at look at her. luckily she sat on my left side. Or it will be soo obvious that I could see him, if I turned around to talk to S. He eventually left the room at about 2.30 p.m. or something like that. I was relieved. I could FINALLY relax and breathe normally!! haha.

Anyways. S had and STILL has her guy problems like me. But probably, her awkward moment with her guy friend is pretty much over, unlike mine, which has pretty much.. sort of started or in the middle. So yeah. S had class at 3 p.m. so we decided to go to the uni shop (where we buy food - sort of like a mini mart kind of thing - but soo expensive! lol), to buy something to eat before she goes to class and before I go home. We both bought $1 mix, as we don't eat a lot (haha).

So after that, S went to her class, and I walked to the bus stop. As I was walking there, I saw G!! (OMG!) and he was sitting down. I freaked out. Luckily there were a big bunch of other people. also there to wait or the bus. Coz at that time, there is usually a lot of people waiting to catch the bus. So I stood in with the crowd instead of sitting down like I usually do. I was eating my lolly mix, whilst waiting for my 12A bus to come. And when it did finally came. I sort of low key-ly rushed to the bus, so I could get on it (duh). When I sound a seat to sit on, I started to text coz S had texted me, but as I was texting her, from the corner of my eye, I could see that G had came onto my bus and he had walked right past where I was sitting and was looking down at me as he walked past! FREAKY MUCH?! I automatically told (texted) S that. I was totally freaked. i could not turn around or anything -just allowed myself to turn to look outside the window. Finally, when the bus was getting closer to my bus stop (near my house), I happily got off the bus. Was so relieved I was finally out of that bus and all that.. pressure(?)

I mean what the hell was he doing on MY (not literally but you know what I mean) bus?! I mean his 12C bus was like right behind my bus (or in-front, can't remember, but I'm sure it was in-front..) and yet, he didn't take it! And his bus left earlier than my bus, so why the hell would he be taking my bus?! He never takes my bus unless he's with me or whatever. So what the hell was that about!?

BUT! on Thursday, I was late for the bus, I was gonna catch the bus with S but sadly, I missed it. So I had to walk to the Fitzherbet Street bus stop to catch the next one to uni. I texted S that I would be in the computer lab, doing my Written Communication essay. When S had finished her class, she told me that G was outside of the class/lecture room walking around, sort of look like he was waiting for someone - well specifically speaking, he wasn't particularly doing anything there. And S knew that I wouldn't like her talking to him, so she made a detour to the toilets. I mean I knew that he had a class there just then, but he also knew that I would have my Geo class there afterwards.

MAYBE he was waiting for me!? I don't know. But that is freaky. I mean, why would he do that? Coz usually he wouldn't do that. But whatever the reason was, I'm sticking with what I think right now. Coz either way. It's freaky.

I talked to J on Tuesday and he said that (maybe) G is trying to 'teach' me a lesson - a lesson to make ME talk to him FIRST! When I heard that I was like 'PFFT. AS IF!' That was soo unlikely to happen, as I DID NOT want to talk to him or have any contact with him of any kind at the moment. So if he was waiting for that. He can stop wasting his time and 'get over it' -in his words to me (when he told me to get over what (nasty/hurtful words) he had said to me. J also told me that G had gone emo. And that I had REALLY got to him. I was like YUS!! So freaking happy. Coz that's what you get if u hurt somebody and don't apologize or stop saying such things and all those things he did or said to me. He deserved it I'd say! ;D