Wednesday, May 20, 2009

What shOuld I dO??

After that guy friend of mine asked me out and told me that he loved me.. I don't know what to do.. Somehow.. it feels so awkward.. I haven't talked to him since then. I haven't replied to his texts, his comments on my homepage/s. I just don't even want to talk to him or see him right now. I don't even want to see pictures/photos of him or like the sound of his name when people talk about him.. And I don't know how long I can keep this up. I know this is unfair to him (in a way), But I seriously don't know what to do. 

I don't want to lose him as a friend. But it just feels so weird now.. like i feel that if I talk to him, that means I have to tell him the answer (as I haven't told him yet), and I don't want to hurt him or make it any more awkward than it is already.. *sigh* And the only person that knows about this is my guy best friend. And he has promised not to tell anyone (coz it's not 
something that I'd want everybody to know). 

Can somebody tell me what I should do??
How can I face this guy anymore?!?!
And the fact that he is my sister's ball partner!! oh my God.. 

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