Monday, May 10, 2010

All Good Now?

So I think we are all good now, considering we talked it out today.

We coincidently saw each other at the bus stop (in town). He saw me first, and didn't know whether it was me or not, but in the end, he found out it was me (obviously). We both were going to uni.

I guess you could say that we acted like nothing really had happened. Coz we just chatted away. Like, in a way, I felt we chatted away coz, it'll be awkward if we didn't say anything. But then again, us chatting away is good. I mean, we hadn't talked in ages and we DID need to catch up and all.

So yeah. When we arrived at uni, we went straight to the computer labs and he knew about me having to do my stupid "Chinese Film and Civilisation" paper essay. He helped me with it, gave me ideas and all. He also did his assignment and asked me to double check/proof-read it.

Then, like he said in his reply to my letter, he wanted to apologize for some of the stuff that I had mentioned in my letter to him. And he did. It was just weird in a way, having to read my own letter to him again. But then I guess it was good to get all the things we both had misunderstood, clear to each other.

When he was about to leave and go catch the bus home, I told him I'd talk to him on FB. And with that, he felt sort of uneasy. I know coz he said, he didn't kow whether to tell me this or not. But then I was like, yes, I'm listening. And so he said, like the little things that I say (such as wanting to talk to him on FB when he gets home) makes him over think that and feel that I need him. Though he knew that I didn't feel that way. I was like, but I didn't do or say anything weird?!?! I'm just being me. And he was just like, yeah, you being you is what gets me. (Or something along those lines, yeah?)

So yeahhhh... I dunno. Like, maybe I DO have to be very careful with my words when I'm around him. Coz I don't want him to get hung up on me for like ever. Just like J is ... And mentioning J, I think (and so does a few other friends etc) think that he still has feelings for me though he has a girlfriend. Like oooh!! (haha). But yea. I feel he does too... But oh well, I just pretend there's nothing. Coz he's awesome as a friend and I don't like him that way.

Anyways!! I'm just glad that me and H are all good now. Well at least I think we're all good. Though he said he'd change to a better guy like he was when I had first met him. So yeah, we'll see how that goes eh?

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