Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Writing...

So, I have decided to write back to his letter via email. Even though in his blog he said that he is pretty much over me. It took me a while to decide on whether I should write back to him... Coz I mean, if he's over those feelings, why trigger them again, by writing a letter back to him?? So yeah.. Anyways.. I guess it [letter] was pretty long...

I don't think that I have included everything that I had wanted to say... But I guess I got down most of it... Mainly coz I didn't have enough time and I got home later than I had planned.

But oh well. I guess I did get most of my thoughts/feelings out [to him] so I should be all good. In a way I feel all good now. But like, I still feel it'll be weird just seeing him or hanging out with him at the moment...

Like after writing that letter, I feel, even weirder... Like, I don't want to see him around. Coz... Maybe I'm a bit embarrassed?? Shamed?? I dunno. Just weird. Awkward. Yeah...

Well. I've already sent it out to him. So we'll see what he has to say....

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