New Years' Eve

Spent New Years' at The Square, once again, this year. This time, I went with my younger sis and her boyfriend. I really wished that my boyfriend was here to celebrate the New Year with me. But I understand that he's got work so he can't :(

But hte fireworks this year was sooo much better than the previous years! I even videoed it haha. There were a long of younger kids around too this year. After 12 midnight and the fireworks, we all went to Highflyers to go clubbing, as my sister hasn't been before. I guess it wasn't as fun as lasst year when I went with my BFF, S and this other girl. But oh well. Had to go home early coz I had work the next day AND I wanted to talk to my boyfriend before we both slept :)

I miss him heaps.

Wrong Address

So apparently, I DID send the gift to my Honey to the WRONG address!!!! Oh my Gosh. I had sent it to number 25 instead of 65!!! Oh. I don't even know how I managed to do such thing!!! D: I was soo sure that I had writen down "65" not "25".

Well, as soon as I got it back, I went straight to the post office to send it back to my Honey, coz I didn't want him to wait any longer for his present :( And HAD to make sure it was "65" this time.

Oh. I hope he gets it this time!!!

Boxing Day

Went to work this morning at 8.15am with a 8.30am start to the day! Sheesh. I have never woken up so early ever since intermediate or high school! [Haha]. But yeah. was sooo damn busy today at work. Been working non-stop. So many people coming in to shop and all. People lining up to all the way out to the door , to pay for their clothese and all. Sheesh. Have never seen work THIS busy before! But it's a good thing in a way. Store was like totally trashed though by the end of the day.

My Honey also went off to the Coromandel Pennisula / Tauranga with his friends today. How I wish that I could go with him too! In such sunny weather! I miss him so much!

Christmas Day!!

It's Christams today!!!!!! WOOOO!!

So R called me at 11.30am this morning and we had llike an hour's talk on the phone and then I had to hang up coz I promised K that I would call him Christmas day! So I did. And then we had a couple of hours talk on the phone until 2pm. Coz he had to pick up his dad from the airport.

So for Christmas, my dearest Honey got me a diamond bracelet from Pascoes and a flower bouquet for me. he also got my little brother a T-shirt, older sister 2x necklaces and younger sister a phone holder. But she didn't like it so she donated it to me :O And of course, some Ferrero Rocher chocolates for my parents and other snack foods for me to eat :D [all this arrived days earlier of course].

And for me, I got him a Billabong belt from Amazon and a box of Hershley's Kisses. I got his parents and his sister [and kids] some chocolates. Oh. And I also wrote him a little letter about the gifts and got him a card as well. And apparently, he hasn't recieved it yet! Coz according to the post office, I had sent it to the wrong address. Oh dear :S I'm so sad he didn't get to receive it on time :(

Although I didn't get to spend Christmas day with him this year, I'm still happy that I got a chance to talk to him on the phone and till be able to text each other when he went to work :)

I can't wait till we get to have our first Christmas together :)

Big Talk

So we had this big talk about our feelings last night. It was very good. I think it was our first "big" heart-to-heart talk since we started going out. Which was very nice. Coz it's good to know some new things about your other half -whether it's going to be good things or bad things.

He talked about his ex-girlfriends. But I think when he got to his 2nd or 3rd one. He sort of couldn't really carry on, and changed the topic. I guess they did leave a huge scar on him. The he once again, stated how he feels that I don't give a damn about him sometimes and not putting my heart into this relationship. It was like a slap to the face. But I guess it really means that I still haven't showed him that I DO care about him and now, as well as, putting my heart into this relationship. I am sooo sure I DO put my heart into this relationship that we have. But I guess, not enough according to him. Then again, sometimes, I feel that HE doesn't put his heart into this relationship. So I don't know. Maybe it's coz of the fact that we're apart so much, it's hard to show? :/

Well we talked until 4am! D: And finally went to sleep. Was tiring. But was a good talk at the same time. Learnt a lot :)

Gifts

I received similar gifts from both K and R. But to be honest, R's present is more beautiful and just damn gorgeous. His [R] gift to me was this lovely chocolate bouquet, shaped like a Christmas tree. Whereas K's gift was a small little chocolate bouquet -shaped like a normal flower bouquet.

Everyone has commented that R's bouquet was more beautiful. Although no one knows that R was the one who got me that. Coz he didn't want K to know it was from him [as news spread fast]. So I had to lie to everyone that I didn't know who it was from. But K pretty much had a fair idea that it was from him. Sigh. I had to sort of dodge all those questions that he asked me :/ Sorry Honey.

But it's OK. No matter how big or small my Honey's gifts are to me, I still love them will all my heart. Coz it's from him AND it's coz he put the effort into buying me something. And that, is good enough for me. I do not ask for more :) Love him to pieces.

No Longer Sad

I'm not longer that emotional when I think about my boyfriend coz I guess it has been quite a while since he's been gone. But I do still miss him a lot! Just won't go all emotional. Although I do get a bit emotional when I see his cute photos [the one wear he wears his sexy black shirt].

Aww!! I really do want to see him very soon. Miss him so much. I guess it will take a couple of days or weeks to get over him when he goes back to Auckland.