So we had this big talk about our feelings last night. It was very good. I think it was our first "big" heart-to-heart talk since we started going out. Which was very nice. Coz it's good to know some new things about your other half -whether it's going to be good things or bad things.
He talked about his ex-girlfriends. But I think when he got to his 2nd or 3rd one. He sort of couldn't really carry on, and changed the topic. I guess they did leave a huge scar on him. The he once again, stated how he feels that I don't give a damn about him sometimes and not putting my heart into this relationship. It was like a slap to the face. But I guess it really means that I still haven't showed him that I DO care about him and now, as well as, putting my heart into this relationship. I am sooo sure I DO put my heart into this relationship that we have. But I guess, not enough according to him. Then again, sometimes, I feel that HE doesn't put his heart into this relationship. So I don't know. Maybe it's coz of the fact that we're apart so much, it's hard to show? :/
Well we talked until 4am! D: And finally went to sleep. Was tiring. But was a good talk at the same time. Learnt a lot :)
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