My Little Chub Chub

I miss my cute little chub chub boyfriend. I don't know what it was that made me fall for him, or why I fell for him out of the many other boys out there. After being together for nearly 21 months, going long-distance, I feel that we have been together for wayyy longer than that. I feel so close to him. Although we only get to see each other once a month -whether it's one week a month or one and a half day a month, I love to spend every second and every moment with him. Happy or sad. I don't know what it was that makes me feel so close and comfortable around him, but what I do know, is that I have definitely fallen for this boy :)


My cute little chub chub may be, fat, short, old, chubby, have a big belly, have a double chin and even have man boobs! :O and he sleeps a lot and eats a lot but to me, he will always be perfect to me. He's just so damn adorable no matter how fat or chubby he is. With all those "negatives", I don't know why I love this boy. But I do. Sometimes I think to myself, 'Why did I choose this little chubby boy to be my boyfriend?' I don't know why, but I'm very glad he is mine.


I never thought I'd end up loving someone who isn't the typical "prince charming". I had always wanted a guy who was taller than me, older than me by a couple of years (not 6 years hehe), slim or a fit build and to have great style. Right now, my boyfriend doesn't fit in any of those categories but there's something about him that I love no matter what his appearance is. I know that he accepts all my flaws and still loves me and cares for me (without always showing it directly *sad face*). 


He has taught me the meaning of "love". That love isn't based on looks and charm. But it is based on your heart and mind which allows you to accept the other person for who they are and what they are without any discrimination or judgement. That's what I love about him. No matter how many flaws I've got, he will always love me and be there for me and in return, I will always love him no matter what his flaws are or his appearance becomes to be.


I may not be able to wear high heels when I am around him or with him (although he doesn't mind his girlfriend being taller than him) but I don't want to seem like I'm dating my younger brother? Haha so I guess I'll have to sacrifice a little just for him. Not that I wear high heels that often anyways... Hehe. 


Whenever I just sit there and look at my boyfriend, it make me smile. He's so cute and adorable in every way. To me, he seems like a little child doing whatever he's doing. He's so damn cute and adorable. His cheeks are so cute and chubby -and not only that, but they are ever so soft and so irresistibly kissable hehe.


Of course, I do not wish to see my cute honey to get any fatter or chubbier, cos I don't want him to be fat and short hehe but no matter what, he will always be the apple of my eye. I don't know why I chose him and how I fell so deeply for him, but what I do know, is that it's hard to find someone who is "perfect" and to find someone who loves you for you.




I love you, my cute little chub chub!!! ♥