He said...

I saw him yesterday afternoon when I was having lunch with R at like 3pm, in The Plaza. I as in a crappy mood when I was with R, coz H had texted me saying that he had BLOCKED me from MSN. Saying that it was only temporary. And I was like, WTF man?!?! Why would you do that to your friend?? I got really annoyed with that.

And that's when I saw him walking towards us, to where we were sitting, H waved at me as he was walking towards us, and I was like to R in a low voice, "Oh my God, it's H...." and then I did a little wave back at him. And yes, my mood was literally the don't-mess-with-me look. (haha). He said hi to R and then sat down, and asked "Oh, did I come at a wrong time?' and we were like no. He then asked how we were, we were just like good. It was awkward and then he left saying he gotta go. So we were like bye...

Within a few minutes, I received a text from him -I felt annoyed knowing it was from him. He said that he could see how mad I was and that he hoped that I won't hate him for life, and that he's sorry. I mean, yeah, I won't hate him for life, but I just don't want to talk to him right now.... Well more like, until I feel like it.

He said that my "cold look on your face hit harder than the truth you gave me yesterday" (I told him that I wasn't ever gonna like him more than a friend).

Then for the rest of the night, he was like 'spamming' me with his thoughts, saying how he's so sorry and hope for me to forgive him. blah blah. I never replied one of those texts. In a way, they made me MORE angry and pissed of than I already was.

One text said that, he remembered when I told him about G and that he never thought that he'd ever become the person that would be avoiding. Well, it's not that I'm avoiding him. It's more like he's trying to avoid me. So yeah.Whatever.

And today, he sent me a link to his blog on Facebook, (private message) telling me to read it and give hm another chance and to forgive him. It wasn't very long, all it said was that he's wrong, and that I should forgive him and all that all over again.

So yeah... Dunno.. One day I'll talk to him again..