He thinks that the whole world is against him or that they are using him. What kind of person is that?? Just because I don't see him that often and don't talk that often, doesn't mean that I'm avoiding him or that I've changed. Like what the hell man???
Ok. Yeah. Maybe I HAVE slightly been avoiding. Well, not exactly avoiding. More like, he annoyed me so much online and through text, it just made me NOT want to see him. You can't blame me for not wanting to see him. He's fine face-to-face. But when it comes to texting and online, it just gets out of hand. He has his freaking rage at me, gets all agro at me, swears at me -and even if it's not AT me, it's to me anyways. And him doing all that, just pisses me off so fast.
He told me he had a lot on his mind, and so what?? Just coz you have something on your mind, does NOT mean you can go have a freaking rage at the whole world. Just coz people does not text you back, does not mean that they are purposely ignoring you or don't want to talk to you.
Me and H had a talk through this just yesterday, coz he said he wanted to 'clear things out'. Well to be honest, he didn't really clear anything out. He was more like he was just telling me how he felt, blah blah blah. And yeah, I don't exactly see what he had wanted to or tried to clear out.
But then, later that night, he texted me, telling me to text him back when i got home. I didn't read it (coz I didn't see it) and then S texted me, a few seconds later i received a txt from him, saying something like, that I should be home by now. Blah blah blah. I mean, honestly, who does he think he is? He sounds like he's tryna be my boyfriend or that he's like mega clingy. Like he is onto me 24/7 like an over-protective boyfriend. And he should know by now, I like o have my own personal space, and even if he doesn't, he still shouldn't be acting like the way he is/was. Coz that's just really annoying.
I told him that night (last night) that, if we stopped talking, things would just get awkward, considering we haven't communicated for a long time. He wouldn't listen and just said that, he'll find me if and when he is ready. And with that, I got kinda pissed. It's like, why would you say that?? It's not like there's a lot to THINK about and get READY to face me.
He says that the slightest expression or action that I make (towards him), would make it harder for him to let go or whatever. And I'm just like, if that's the way you want, then I'll have to be meaner to you right?
And saying stuff like, how he's the only child, and he doesn't have a lot of friends, and that he thinks (what he's trying to say) that the whole world [of friends] are like using him, or "taking him for granted", coz he likes to put them in first place, whereas they put him in last place, coz he says he actually MAKES the effort to meet up/hang out with them. And I was like (thinking), just because your friends don't meet up with you , when you want to, doesn't mean that they don't give a damn about you.
No one can meet up with someone whenever they get asked to. And he also texted me (a few days ago), asking ho come HE is always the one who has to match my times and it's never ME that matches his times. I was like what the hell man? If you don't want to meet up, then forget it. GOD!!
He pisses me off -BAD TIME! ><
But then, later that night, he texted me, telling me to text him back when i got home. I didn't read it (coz I didn't see it) and then S texted me, a few seconds later i received a txt from him, saying something like, that I should be home by now. Blah blah blah. I mean, honestly, who does he think he is? He sounds like he's tryna be my boyfriend or that he's like mega clingy. Like he is onto me 24/7 like an over-protective boyfriend. And he should know by now, I like o have my own personal space, and even if he doesn't, he still shouldn't be acting like the way he is/was. Coz that's just really annoying.
I told him that night (last night) that, if we stopped talking, things would just get awkward, considering we haven't communicated for a long time. He wouldn't listen and just said that, he'll find me if and when he is ready. And with that, I got kinda pissed. It's like, why would you say that?? It's not like there's a lot to THINK about and get READY to face me.
He says that the slightest expression or action that I make (towards him), would make it harder for him to let go or whatever. And I'm just like, if that's the way you want, then I'll have to be meaner to you right?
And saying stuff like, how he's the only child, and he doesn't have a lot of friends, and that he thinks (what he's trying to say) that the whole world [of friends] are like using him, or "taking him for granted", coz he likes to put them in first place, whereas they put him in last place, coz he says he actually MAKES the effort to meet up/hang out with them. And I was like (thinking), just because your friends don't meet up with you , when you want to, doesn't mean that they don't give a damn about you.
No one can meet up with someone whenever they get asked to. And he also texted me (a few days ago), asking ho come HE is always the one who has to match my times and it's never ME that matches his times. I was like what the hell man? If you don't want to meet up, then forget it. GOD!!
He pisses me off -BAD TIME! ><
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