After Telling Him

So I ended up telling him about me, going into his email last night. It took me SOOOO long to tell him!!! He called me up earlier than usual and I was soo not ready for that, and then I decided I should tell him. But I ended up telling him through text. Cos I was just too damn scared and couldn't bring myself out to say it to him.

After telling/texting him that. He was amazingly fine with it! :O I was soo shocked and like, not sure whether he was seriously upset or totally fine with it! He said that he was aware that I would go into his account and read his emails, since the day he gave me his password to it. And he didn't mind, and even asked if I had any questions to ask (knowing that I read only his and his ex-girlfriend's emails), and asked if I was OK, whether I felt uneasy after reading it.

I told him I was fine, just scared after reading most of the emails. Oh! And I asked him about that, 22 December 2010, email. He told me that he only meant it as a friend, kind of 'miss', not the way me and him, kind of miss. I mean, it's hard to believe at first, but then again, I know my Honey is very faithful to me, and would never lie to me.

He told me a lot of stuff about her (and their relationship). Stuff like, why they broke up and what happeened and yeah. Stuff that I had always wanted to know, but was too scared (cos I don't want to bring back sad and painful memories back, for him) and now, I have all the answers.... Until NEXT time when I have another question! Haha.

Aww so glad I told him and made things clear :)