Moody

I have been real stressed and just moody lately. Mainly cos of the fact that I have soo many assignments and they are so hard to do. AND the fact that I have to work heaps as well, so meaning not much time to work on my assignments!

The assignments that I am stressing mostly about are the Japanese ones! Cos they are ALL in Japanese writing and it takes me soo long to read and understand them!! I have to like Google Translate it! So irritating!

And I got this 200 word essay -written in japanese due next Firday! And the thing is, I have to work like everyday, 11.30am - 5.30pm coz my manager is taking her annual leave! So I wouldn't have much time to actually do my assignments!

And I guess all this stress is making me take it out on my boyfriend. Like the littlest things that he does, makes me go all upset and mad at him. Like tonight.

He didn't text me for like an hour, then 40mins then 30mins. And I got really irritated and thought he was just too busy for me, so I went all grumoy at him. At the same time, I was working at my parents' shop, and was mopping the floor and as I tipped out the water and wash out the bucket, all the freakin water splashed onto my shoes! Making my foot all wet and mushy! Was NOT a good feeling! And having that, it just made me more annoyed! >:(

I then decided to text K that, I wasn't in the mood and didn't want to text anymore for tonight and told him not to call me tonight.

He continued texting me and said he won't give up. He sounded reallt really sad after an hour or so. He kept apologising. I felt very sorry for him. But I just wasn't in the mood for talking and I had set my phone onto "silent" mode.

He said that he will continue to text me until I replied, otherwise he is not going to sleep. I was like, 'Aww, silly boy. Don't do that.'

I don't know... Maybe I will call him later on tonight.. Or maybe I will just leave it and go to sleep and see hat happens tomorrow mornign or something.