Friday, March 4, 2011

He WAS Unhappy

So I found out last night, during out phone conversation that he DID felt upset/sad, when I got called up into work. He said that he felt unhappy that I got called into work, and said something along the lines, of me not caring about him. And only caring about work. I felt so sad then. Cos I thought he'd understand. I mean, I know he understands, but he didn't need to say it that way :(

When he was here, he said it was totally fine and shrugged it off and said that he understood that it was important. I really did think that he was that understanding. But I guess not. Then again, I cannot blame him. Cos like he had mentioned, if I were to go up to Auckland just to see/hang out with him, and all he does is work, I'd feel damn unhappy and upset as well. So I understand. But I DID ask him if it was alright, and he said it was. But then... He said that I could've said no... :/

Hmm... I'm so sorry Honey. I really DO hope that the next time that you come back for a long period of time, I won't work when they call me in. Will only work on the times that I have been rostered x( Cos I really DO want to hang out with him and spend everyday with him, when he is here.

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