My/Our Love

It was soo tragic last night when I realized that I had "lost" my ring. The ring that me and K had ro "represent" our love for each other. And I had LOST it! Like oh my God! I was freaking out -again! I searched my bag, from top to bottom, inside and out. I was like going crazy!!!! Then... I decided to tell him that I had lost it..

He was really calm when I told him [via text] although he was working at the same time, he still made time to calm me down and telling me to not worry about it too much and that it will appear out of nowhere tomorrow. I was like, "What if it doesn't appear?? What if I never find it?" :( He said that he will buy me another one when he comes back in November or he'll get one in Auckland. I was like, "NOOO! I want it now! I want to wear it now!!" I really did want to wear it. It means a lot to me that ring..

He is just so sweet and amazing. I love him so much. I can't believe how calm he was. He said that he would've been mad at me if I had purposely lost it. But it was only an accident, so he won't be that angry. I was like, "Aww! Of course it's an accident!" I'm not going to throw away our love. He told me it didn't matter, it was only a ring, it can be replaced. But if my heart wasn't there [for him], it cannot be replaced. I was like AWW! Honey!! I love you soo much! I will never leave you! My heart is yours and yours only!! :))

The whole night, I was totally unhappy about it. And felt so bad losing it. I knew he would be unhappy about it. That's why I was quite scared telling him. I thought he would go nuts at me. But I had to tell him.

Eventually, I found it at my parents shop in the afternoon [4.30pm]. Where I was working at last night. And took it off coz I didn't want to make it dirty. I was SOO happy and relieved when I found it. And immediately told him I found it! :D

He had called me earlier in the afternoon, for a chat. And he told me that, he did feel a bit unhappy when he had heard that I had lost the ring. I felt so bad when he said that. But later on, when I told him that I had found it, he was happy and said that he will definitely be unhappy if I lost it again. I was like, I'll try not to lost it again!! x(

Ohh... I love him so much.. And I'm so happy that I have found it and happily wearing it :) I love him so so so so much!