So after texting K last night, and having him tell me that, "You are always on my mind, no matter what. I keep thinking of you all the time. And miss you heaps. And i do sometimes get emotional too and start thinking differently. Like leaving me and going out with others." After reading that text. Everything seemed to be OK. Knowing that he loves me and me only, and having me on his mind all the time, makes me soo happy! :)
But I still had that thought about his ex-girlfriend. Like, comparing me to her -again. Like, I want to know whether he had said all this kind of stuff to her before and all. I still want to know the reason why he and her broke up, after like 2 - 3 years of being together. That's pretty long I'd say. I have the urge to like, break that record. Haha.
It's hard not thinking about him. I really want to be with him. I think about him day and night. I just can't seem to get him out of my mind. I still get a tad emotional when I think about the good times we've had. But what can I do about it? :/ Just sit here and think about him and all the good times we've had.
I really wish he was here. I want to be with him all the time. But I can't :( I miss him to pieces! I miss his voice already. Even though we've talked last night on the phone :(
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