Movie Date

This morning, we went to watch a movie. The Social Network, it was called. It wasn't that much of a great movie. A tad boring. But oh well. At least I got to spend some time with my Honey :)

After the movie, we went to have lunch at The Bean Cafe. After that, we got a bit bored, we drove around town for a bit, and then decided to go to his place.

His dad was at home. It's always scary meeting/seeing his dad. Coz I don't know what to say to him and like, my Chinese sucks. So I don't want to screw up with my words, when talking to him xD And his dad doesn't talk much, so it does get a tad awkward when K isn't around or is busy doing something else.

But his dad is very nice. He even offered some soup for me. Although it was bitter. It was still very kind of him :) His dad left to the T.A.B to gamble, according to K. So we were left alone in the house. So I started looking through K's photo's in his laptop.

There were a lot. And finally, I managed to see a photo of his beloved ex-girlfriend. From a distance [in the photo's] she looked damn fine. But close up, she looked kinda.. Fat.. I gotta admit. Not that I have anything against her. But that's the truth. His second ex-girlfriend was soo much hotter looking than her -no offense to her or him [K]. But that's also the truth. I could see in those photos, he looked very happy to see her. She was the only one [ex-girlfriend] in his laptop, to have her own folder [named after her with her pictures inside].

I can tell that, she really meant a lot to him. And still does mean a lot to him. Now, all those feelings of, comparing me to her are back. I don't know why. Maybe I am jealous? But it's just an uneasy feeling when you know your boyfriend tells you he loves you only, and has you in his heart only, when he has photos and memories of him and his "most memorable relationship" with his ex-girlfriend. It's just.. Not a good feeling.

Either way, there is no room for me to be angry/upset/unhappy with him right now. I don't get to see him soon. So, it's best to keep things happy while he is still here. Instead of being upset at each other or stuff like that. I want happy memories with him. Not unhappy ones while he's here.