Saying Goodbye

So he left today at 3.15pm. It was soo damn hard saying goodbye to him. I told myself not to cry, but tears just had to burst out of my eyes. I couldn't help it. I can't bear to see him leave again. But I know he has to.

He arrived safely in Auckland at 10.25pm. Glad he made it back safely.

We managed to make the most of it today, before he had to leave. Although we spent some time at my place -just having fun. Then going to Kitchen Studio with him and then with his dad. You can't say that we had fun. But spending time with him, was all I asked for that day. We eventually had lunch at around 2pm at Sushi House. It was just sad, seeing the time go by so fast.

When he dropped me home. I really didn't want to let him go. He seemed like he was handling it fine. But I got so emotional. I didn't want to. But I had to. Seeing him go, is just so painful.

Since [last] Saturday night, I have been crying myself in bed, thinking about the day that he is going to leave. I just burst into tears. I cannot cry out loud and let others hear me or see me cry. They will think I'm just being silly. So yeah.. Crying every night in bed, thinking of him. All the good memories and all. I don't even know why I cry coz of something like that.. :/