So I've been told today, that I could do better. And by that, they mean that I could find a better boyfriend than K. When I heard that, I was like damn shocked! I mean, before, I knew that someone would fire that at me. Like, asking me why I'm going out with that guy etc etc. But like, things were going so smoothly, and no one had even mentioned or pointed out a "bad" thing -besides his height, that I just wasn't ready for something like that.
One friend, looked at him and said to my [younger] sister that I could do better. Someone else [whom I'm not going to name] said all this crap about him, so much that I didn't want to listen. I defended my boyfriend as much as I could. I want to hate this person. But I cannot. She has her own thoughts, and I cannot stop her thinking like that. And another person said that he [K] was alright -not bad. But not my cup of tea.
Once all that was fired up at me, I suddenly had all these negative thoughts running through my head. Like, did I really make the right choice? Is he really the one for me? Is he really THAT bad? And all that stuff.
I know that I love him to pieces, but having all that thrown at me, isn't something that everyone can handle. Considering, I know that my boyfriend isn't the most good looking guy in this world. But he has a heart of gold. And I love him to pieces. But all of these remarks, are making me think twice........ I shouldn't be thinking like this.. But I am.. :/
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