So a couple of nights before, me and K were talking on the phone, and he was talking about our future together. Well not really "together". But we were talking about kids and all. It was very sweet. Until that thought of his ex-girlfriend came along [to my thoughts].
I just keep thinking that, considering he said that I look similar to her, and is somewhat like her [personality], even though she's apparently better. But I still just can't think that he is like treating me as her. Like, I have taken her spot. As in like.. A "replacement" for her. You know what I mean?
I know I shouldn't think like that, and I know his is damn faithful to me. But sometimes, I cannot help, but to think that he is treating me like her. I'm so bad, ain't I? I'm feeling a tad insecure. He tells me he loves me and all. I believe him, but... At the same time, I don't really believe him... Although I WANT to believe him.. But just can't bring myself to..
All I know is that, I, myself, really do love this guy and sometimes think that this relationship is just too damn good to be true... :/
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