It's like, my older sister cannot got to my parents shop to help them coz she has work from 4pm - 9pm so then I have to rush back to parents shop like pronto! Or else my dad is going to have a mental at me for being late to work, as he thinks that I'm having exams only recently and the fact that I have been going back to work late.
So it's like, after working at Valleygirl [finish either at 5pm or 5.30pm], I have to power walk to the bus stop and catch the bus back to my parents shop like real fast. And if I miss the bus I have to wait like 20mins for the next one and that costs a lot of time and that makes my dad go all psycho at me. So it's like so much pressure on me, coz at Valleygirl, I don't always get to leave on time coz there is like so much stuff to do and all. especially on the days that I finish at 5.30pm, coz I have to vacuum clean, tidy the racks etc. And sometimes I don't leave until like 5.45pm or 6pm. So it's like pressuring me to work faster as now I have to catch the bus before 6pm [last bus at 6pm].
That's what made me so angry and annoyed today at Valleygirl. Even my SSM saw me in a "bad mood" and asked my SM to see if I wanted to go home and get someone else to replace my shift. I was like, na. It's OK. I'll be fine. At the same time, my SM gave me this warning letter [coz I had undercharged customers 3x], so yeah. I'd say that it was one bad as day for me!
I even had a little cry to myself. It's like all thsi pressure is on me. I hated it. I just didn't want to work anymore. Didn't want to do anything at all. OH GOSH!! It was sooo damn stressful!! But luckily I had K to calm me down [although it didn't work] but at least I had someone to express my feelings to.
ARRGGHH! I hate pressure!!! I will have to like chill for now... And see how things go. Coz I DO want to finish on time andget back to my parents shop, coz I don't want my dad to go all psycho and nag me again. Sigh. :/
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