It's Him.

So yeah, I have finally decided that the guy that I'm actually gonna choose between W and K is ..... K!!!! Why?

Coz not only have we been through a lot, we have recently starting being so close. And there are all these memories that we have made together. It's too hard to let go and to have him find out that I chose another guy [whom I have just met] over him when he does come back and asks me out.

I have thought about it very clearly. Like day and night. I know that W is a good guy and all. But I just can't seem to put myself out there to go out with a guy whom I just met and not known for long. Not even a month! And the fact that he is P's friend. It would be a tad strange if we were to act all lovey-dovey in-front of her haha.

So yes! My final conclusion is to stick with K. My beloved from the start. It's OK. Me and W will always be good friends. We have just started to get to know each other more. So, there is absloutely no rush. And he does know a lot of girls. Coz that's what P told me haha.

I wish K would hurry up and come back to PN SOON!! He said he's coming back soon. But he won't tell me the exact date. Coz he wants it to be a surprise! But I really really want to know!!! x( ARRGGH! He's keeping me in suspense!! Don't like that! Haha.

But seriously, I can't wait to see him!! I miss him soooo sooo much! I wanna be in his arms again!! :(