Suddenly

Suddenly I feel so sad. After last night's texting-time with K. I don't know why.. But I feel.. unhappy in a way... What's killing me?

I think it may be the dream that I had lat night? Or was it the night before? Like, I dreamt that I was holding hand with ANOTHER guy and at the same time, I was thinking about K. I don't know why... But like I felt so bad. Even when I woke up, I felt so bad, I kept thinking about it. It felt like I had cheated on K already, even before we are together. Oh this is so bad.

But at least, now I know, I truely like K, and K only. No one else. And I would NEVER intend or think about cheating on him with another guy OR think about another guy like the way I do to him.

I also dreamt that he was going to com back in September!! Man! I was like NOOO! And refused to listen to the rest of it (on my dream). But then he texted me this afternoon saying that he will come back next month. I was soo relieved.

Aww! I miss him so much. I want him to come back now :(