So Lost...

Oh my gosh... I am getting ever so lost... Confused.. I don't know what I should do anymore..

So today, me and W hung out today. We went out for lunch, coz he owes me lunch [coz of a bet that we made and I won it] and so we went to Sushi House 2 to have lunch at about 1pm, and obviously he paid. And then afterwards, we went to the Uni library so that he could help me with my Chinese assignment. By then, it was about 2pm and I had class at 2pm - 5pm. But I wagged it.. I don't know why.. Besides the fact that I needed help with my assignment. I mean, even by the time that we had finished.. We ended up talking/chatting away till like 3.30pm or 4pm. So we went to town instead, since he wanted to go and check out how much the plane tickets were to Taiwan.

We went to Chokolato at about 4.30pm (I think that's how you spell that name..) to see him friend, the other guy that I met at the same time as him, Jo and this other girl which I met yesterday, Y [Hong Kong]. We sat down for a while and had a chat. Jo said that I was very lucky coz, when he asked W to have lunch with him, he said "Na. Busy." Or something like that. I was like, "Haha... *speechless*"

Hmm.. And then just before 5pm, we went to another [asian] place to check out the tickets. And then we were planning to go home, but my younger sis texted and said meet up in town. So we went to town, and obviously, I introduced him to her. I sorta didn't want to. Coz ... I didn't want the whole world to think that "Ooh! Q's got a new "boyfriend"!! She's ditching K!" [Coz everyone (in my family except dad), thinks that me and K have something going on]. So I wanted to be low-key as possible when around family... But I guess that didn't really work out aye..

So in the end, we decided to go have dinner at his work place, Thai Orchard, coz me and her couldn't decide. We ordered some, Chilli Chicken Fried Rice, deep fried ice-cream [yum!], chicken phad thai and some chicken wings. But before that, I had difficulty choosing over, this chilli chicken fried rice and this.. Spicy Chicken thing [both spicy but this one was just veges] and in the end I chose the fried rice.

He went to order for me. He chatted away to his workmates/friends. I just sat there waiting with my sister. And then, my sister was like, "Is he paying??" I was like, "Huh??! Of course not!" So I went up to the counter where he was, and he had already given them his card and I was like, "What?! I'll pay for it!" And he was like, "Na. You can pay for my dinner tomorrow." I was like aww. Alright then. I mean, it was like $50.50!!! Like WHOA! O___O! I mean, I felt bad having him to pay for both me and my sister!

And not only that, we came home, only to realize there was an EXTRA tray of dish. The chilli chicken [with veges - no rice]. My sister was like, I think he ordered both for you. I was both touched and shocked. Coz both of us were like. "Holy shit! $50.50!! That is so expensive! What did we order?!" And so now we know... I even texted him asking him, if he ordered an extra dish. But he hasn't even replied yet... Oh gee...

He is really such a good guy.. I guess they were right when they told me that, when people are nice to you. It is easy for them to get the wrong idea. Coz I'm nice to everyone, so in the end, a lot of guys end up liking me [more than a friend]. Oh My GOSSSHHH!! I don't know what to doo! Why does he have to be so nice to me?!?! xO

Like... I am soo lost in my own emotions right now. I don't know who to choose anymore.. K or W.. I don't know.. *sigh*

He texted me at like 12.41am last night and I was pretty much falling asleep, but I just happen to hear my phone go off. And then I evetually ended up texting him till 3 in the morning. Man I'm crazy!!! @__@

Yeah.. So now.. All my [love] emotions have all gone hay-wired! And K hasn't texted me tonight.. So.. All I think of/about is W right now.. But I know I shouldn't. Coz not only that he doesn't know that I work in a takeaway [pretty much every night and got to be home before 4pm. Unless I got uni or work @ Valleygirl] and I don't want him to know that I work there all the time...

Why does it have to get this confusing?! :( I thought I had my mind set.. Or maybe.. K is just a bit too late... I don't know.. I don't want to lose him or hurt him.. Or even make our friendship ever so awkward.... Oh dear God. Help me!!