Same Thoughts

Oh *sigh* K keeps thinking that one day I will leave him. Which is NOT true! Like, he keeps thinking that, by thte time that he comes back [to PN] I would've found another guy and then when he comes back I'd tell him to get lost or to go away. I was like aww. Come on. I would never say that to anyone. Only as a joke but not serioously -unless I have to of course.

But I only like him, and wish to be with him and no one else. I mean, I know it's tempting to go and check all these other guys out while he's soo far from where I am now. But I told myself, he's the one or me [right now] and no one else. So I am not gonna think of any other guy as a potential boyfriend, whether they are interested in me or not.

Today, during my break [at Valleygirl] my senior store manager (SSM) introduced me to her two guy friends. And they were both Taiwanese. (She's Thai). And in a way, you could say one of them was OK looking. And like it WAS tempting to think, "Ooh! Potential boyfriend material!" But I had to stop myself. Coz I have to be faithful to K, even though we are not going out yet. I guess this is a way to test out whether I can go along with a long-distance relationship.

So yeah. I know I'll never leave K for someone else right now. He doesn't need to worry about that. He also keeps asking, whenever I say that I'd wait for him -whether it is waiting for him after work or whatever, he'd always ask, how long will you wait for me? It's like, "Honey. I will wait for you as long as I need to." But obviously I didn't say that. I just said, "Until I see you."

AWWW!! I wish he was here! I miss him so much!

Oh yeah. And I have decided to eat healthy starting from this week/today. Coz man, I am getting fat!! Icooked porridge today! First time ever to cook something besides 2 minute noodles! Haha. It's not something awesome like fried rice. But whatever. Haha. Still proud of myself :D