Waiting for someone is really hard... That's another reason why I dislike long-distance relationships... And the hardest thing of all is, trying to act like his friend until the day he asks me to be his girlfriend... *Sigh* Indeed it's hard... I want to just burst out and tell him, how much I miss him and want to see him . And how I think about him everyday and night and how I wish he was here with me, right now.
And another thing that he changed about me is, the way that I think about long-distance relationships. Coz, before, I was highly opposed to long-distance relationships. Coz I refused to believe that they would work and that either one of the couples would cheat on one or the other. So.. I didn't want to be in that position. And I guess, knowing K, I trust him not to flirt or cheat on me with other girls. I trust him. He made me realize, if you loved someone enough, no matter what, you will trust them and not make you feel uncomfortable or uneasy when the two [couples] aren't together. I thank him for changing me this way :)
He told me last night that he might be getting sick. And I was like, aww. Don't get sick :( I want to see him all healthy (the next time I see him) not sick and unwell. I told him that he should have a good night's sleep tonight and that he should eat well. He replied saying, "I cannot sleep well. Cannot eat well with out you here with me." I was like, aww! He's just so sweet and adorable. I sooo wanted to hug him right then! Why does he have to live so far away from me...? I want to see him soo bad!
I miss him very much. I guess that is all I have to say right now.
Oh yeah. Next Wednesday is my last day @ McDonald's. I'm going to miss everyone soo much :( the only place with guys.. and you know me.. I'm not very good at socializing with girls... So.. That's why I will miss McDonald's so much. But then again, yay for Valleygirl. Coz the girls there are soo much friendlier and nicer than the girls @ Rubi Shoes. Haha.
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