2 Guys. 1 Girl.

So me and K were having another talk over the phone again last night. And in a way, it sorted ended up badly again. Like, we had another "serious talk" again.

I ended up telling him that R does things that touch people's [girls] heart whereas he [K] doesn't really do so. I mean, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to compare them. Like... I didn't know what else to say after that so.. Yeah.. I ended up comparing them. K didn't like that. Started lecturing me about it. Saying his usual lines, "If you ever decide that R is the one for you" or "If one day, you leave me, I will know why." And stuff like that. And it is like so... Irritating!! >:O I hate it when he says that.

I mean, how many times do I have to say that I will not leave him for R?? I mean, Just coz I said that the things that R does is very touching, doesn't mean that I will fall for it or start to have feelings for him. Coz to me, R is just like my BFF [Best friend forever] or just a very close friend. I just cannot see us together. It's like EH. Ew. When I think about it.

But he just doesn't understand. SIGH. And sometimes I get that feeling where he doesn't trust me when I tell him that I don't like R that way. To K, R is seriously his BIGGEST threat. When really, I don't like him that way.

And another thing is... [I haven't told K yet] But I think I may have already mentioned this. R actually has feelings for me since March. So... Um... Yeah. And he said that, when he has found a job [in Auckland or NZ] he will come back for me and try to "woo" me or "chase" me. I kept saying, Right. Or that I'm already taken. He's just like, "Yep. For now." And I'm like SIGH. He just doesn't get the fact that I don't like him that way and that I already love my boyfriend a lot.

Well.. I guess I will tell K that R has feelings for me and that he will be "going after me" when he has found a job and has learnt to drive. Coz he is learning to drive now. And he said, that it's coz of me. I was like, OK....

So yeah. I'm like stuck between 2 guys. I have no idea what to do. But all I know is, that I love my boyfriend, K a lot. And I don't intend on leaving him for R or any other guy. I am going to stay faithful to K. Coz I know he is staying faithful to me and loves me, and me only :)