Now You're Gone

He left this morning. Last night, was just tragic. Saying our last goodbye's before he left. I even cried. I was just so sad :( Even now, thinking about it makes me so sad and emotion-less.. It's so hard.

Yesterday, we managed to buy each other a "couple ring" at Pascoes. Mine was this pink and white diamond one and his one was just a plain silver ring. Although, it wasn't very expensive, [like $100+] it was still good to know that there is something to remind me of him. But at times... When I do look at it, it makes me wanna cry... Coz it just brings back all the memories we had during the past 3 weeks that we spent together.

Although, during our past 3 weeks, we have been through a lot. Good and bad.

The bad: Getting into arguments and disagreements, having "serious talks", getting in trouble with my parents and having him worry about it too much.

The good: Spending everyday together, having lunch together, seeing him everyday -before and after work, having our heart-to-heart talks, having "fun" with him... [nothing dodgy ok?], him buying me that lovely pink bag and that special ring :)

I miss him so much. Now that he is gone, and won't be back for a while, and even when he does come back, he won't be staying for long. I feel that a piece of me is missing. Like, I have to adjust to a "new" lifestyle. And not only that, I have no one to hug, kiss, hold hands with and cuddle or lean on. I really miss all that.

When I see a couple, I think about my honey. I love and miss him so much. But then again, you could say it's a good thing that he doesn't live in the same city as me. Coz I do need my personal space and so does he. We will both have time to do our own thing without having to think about seeing each other or making time for each other. I will be waiting for him to come back. Though it's hard not being able to see him, but I know, deep down, I will think of him, and him only.

❤