Seems Like He's Not Giving Up

So I had a chat with R last night. Seeing as he randomly called me and K wasn't able to call me last night coz he was working. We talked for like 2hrs 1mins and 3 seconds [haha]. It was indeed a very good conversation. I mean you could say that we hadn't talked like that in ages. So it was good to be able to catch up, even though we had been talking through FB.

He told me that he was going to go for me after he found a job. And by the sounds of it, he doesn't seem to care that I have a boyfriend or not. He's always like, mentioning that "In the future" or "When we go out, I think that..." And you know, it's sort of like, 'Don't you realize that I have a boyfriend right now or something??" But you know, I can't stop him from saying all those things.

I mean I know that he cares for me a lot and all and "LOVES" me. But still. He needs to respect that the fact that I have a boyfriend too. And can't pretend that my boyfriend is invisible... He says that k is the type to get jealous easily. It's true I guess. But then you got to think about the previous relationships that he had before. And the fact that it was him that got hurt in all those relationships that he had. So.. I guess I can't really blame him for being so over-protective or getting jealous easily..

He said that he liked me in March. And that he didn't realize that he ACTUALLY 'love' me until he found out that me and K are going out. And I was like 'Oh...' At that point. I seriously don't know what to say.

Although, it was very nice of him to always be to straight-forward and honest with me. With everything really. But like, it seems like, he still is determined to make me his girlfriend/wife. He said that he when we go out on a date, he promises that he will make it very touching for me. And I asked him why would he do such thing? And he said, "Well you wouldn't want a date to not be touching or romantic, do you?" And I was like, "Well.. True.. But I never said or agreed to go on a date with you..." He was like, "Haha. I don't care."

So yeah.. He apparently does love or like me. So.. I don't know how to bring this up to K... I know he has this really... Big... Bad/negative impression of R. But he should really not take it to heart... And I know that R is a very big threat to K. But sometimes, I think that K needs that kind of threat, to make him care for me more or.. Like show that he cares.

I mean, I don't need K to shower me with gifts and all. But I just want him to be there. Like text me back ASAP. Coz when I text R back, he replies within 5 seconds. It's like WHOA. But it's nice in a way. I mean yeah I know that R doesn't have much to do everyday. But still.. It would be nice if K could make that kind of effort..

Either way, I don't know what else R has in mind to do for/to me. So.. Um.. Yeah... Hopefully k won't be too jealous. Coz there is no way that I am ending or ruining my friendship with R coz of him. I mean, R is a good friend. It's hard to find someone like him [as a friend] I just don't seem to see the 'boyfriend material' side of him or get that feel from him. So K shouldn't really worry too much about me moving on to him [R]. So yeah...

I don't know.