Brain-washed

Well, it seems that recently, me and H has been hanging out quite a lot -though not like everyday like we did for a whole week last time, but just like, hanging out whenever we can. And we text a lot as well. Like every day and night. Though sometimes we may run out of things to say, we still end up texting each other until like, 12am or sometimes later than that.

It's like our friendship is starting to get better and we're getting closer than before. It's a good thing. Though we both know, that he's got feelings for me. He says that he feels that we are MORE than just best friends. But like, I don't feel like that. I feel that we are really close friends (like best friends), but yeah.

Like, now that we are like pretty close, and like he sort of sweet talks to me, saying things such as, 'you're the first and last thing on my mind everyday.' It's like aww. Though, yes, quite a few guys has said that to me. But like, H means it. And guys that say stuff and means it, is aww!! So cute! and I have a huge weakness for cute things/people. I go all soft and everything! ><>:O Awww!! I dunno!! What should I do. Guess I better get it sorted VERY SOON!! I mean he like wishes that one day, I will like him back. But I don't want to lead him on if that day is never gonna happen...

Coz I mean, I don't think it's a good idea that we go out... Coz my mum and his mum knows each other (he doesn't know that). But like, I know this is a bad thing to think about, but like, if we do end up in a messy break up, it would be one awkward situation for my mum -if not for both mum's. So, I don't really want to put my mum through this -or his mum.

But then again, it's like, a lot fo couples have met each others parents before and may have ended their relationship -good or bad, and I'm pretty sure that their parents are till on good terms with each other.

But I dunno. Don't want to risk it yet. GAHH!! He just needs to stop sweet talking me. Coz before when he didn't, I never thought or remembered that he likes me. So now that he does, it's like ARGGH!! Nooo!! stop brain-washing me!! (haha).

Hmm... Well.. We'll see how it goes eh? Fingers Crossed(?)