What I see

And to add, what do I actually see in him? Well. I had a very big thinking session yesterday. (Well, maybe not that big, just occasionally when I had nothing to do and was zoning out -as usual).

I have 'realized' that what I actually like about K is NOT the fact that he has a car and can go driving me around. Coz even if I do go out with him, he doesn't live in PN, so it wouldn't affect me anyways, whether he has a car or not. He can only drive me around when he's here in PN or if I'm in Auckland and he's not working. So that's not a reason wy I like him.

I like him because fo who he is. I mean, he's sweet, kind and is romantic. A lot of girls love that. I mean, there are some bad thing/points about him. Like his height... We're like practically the same height. But according to him, I'm taller than him by a bit. When I wear heels, it'd be sooo obvious that I'm taller than him and would look weird in a way. But then again, I guess if I loved him for who he was, I'd accept that. And right now, I don't mind it. Though sometimes I do. And another thing.. I know he's not the most good-looking guy out there. But then again, what's the point in finding a handsome guy to be your boyfriend? He's just gonna get snatched away by some other girl or that you're gonna be having some serious competition with the other girls out there.

So! I guess I like him for who he is. Not for what advantages I can get out of him.