Does he?

I'd like to know whether he feels the same for me. I mean, last night, we were texting and I said that "Oh. Seems like you know me better than I know myself hahaha." Then he replies saying, "Haha. Maybe I notice you more that anyone else. Or you can alsi say that I care more than you that anyone else. Don't force me to say anymore, or the trust will come out. Haha. Sorry I had too much to dtink. Hahaha." I mean yeah, it sorta doesn't make any sense, but we get what it means, right? I mean, he suppose to say, "...I care more about you than anyone else" and "...or the truth will come out" not "trust". So. I dunno. Does he like me too or did he just say it out of the blue coz he was drinking and probably wasn't thinking straight?

After a few texts, he said that he was going to sleep (it was likev 12.05am), and said good night to me and all. I replied saying that I hope he sleeps well. Good night and sweet dreams. Then for the second time, he says, "Thanks Q. Love you." and I just replied back with..... "Love you too." I mean was that wrong to say? I do like him though. I have thought about it.. I mean, if he doesn't like me that way and has that other girl that he likes in Auckland, why is he talking to me like that? And don't tell me he is pretending that I am her and hoping that he could say all that stuff to her... It better not be. But if not... What other reasons are there? He likes me too? I dunno about that. He's tipsy? But he's a strong drinker. Pretending I am her? Hmm. Probably. Arrgh! he's giving me mixed signals!!!! @__@ I don't like that *sniff*

Oh so many possibilities. He's so nice to me. Like yesterday, I forgot to bring my assignment to uni and he happened to txt me a couple of minutes or so later. And I was planning to take the bus home and back or leave it till tomorrow. But when I told him my situation, he offered to drive me home and back to uni. I mean, I thought T was the only one that would actually do that. Coz I know that he likes me and all. And he's a good friend, coz quite a few times, he thought that I had a boyfriend, but was still willing to help me out and talk to me like normal friends. Coz usually, when a guy finds out or knows that a girl is taken, they usually back off a bit, keep a distance from you, coz they don't want to stir up any trouble between him and the boyfriend. So yeah. That's what I want in friends. And I guess you could say, because of that, I don't really want a boyfriend yet. Coz I want to be close to all my guy friends and not have any of them feel that just coz I'm taken, it means that we should hang out less.

Anyways! Going a bit off topic here (haha). So, what I'd like to know is, whether K feels the same for me too. Coz of all that stuff that he said to me. Well texted me. I think I will keep all those texts for a while... Haha. Man I'm weird. Soon, we will be travelling up to Auckland (with my BFF, S). So, I can't wait and hope that I get some alone time with him when I'm up there in Auckland! :) And at the same time, being able to hang out with my cousins, relatives and other friends up there.

So... MAYBE our relationship will get a tad bit closer while we are in Auckland? Ahaha. I'm dreaming big, ain't I? haha. But we'll see how it goes. But I still, REALLY REALLY want to know, if he likes me that way too....