So today was my first day working at Valleygirl in the Plaza. And what I can tell you, is that it was absolutely FUN! I totally loved it. I got to dress up mannequins! That's like a dream come true! Felt like I was a stylist! Love that feeling! xD I soo cannot wait till the next time I work there - which is this Thursday! But first of all, I still need to write my resignatio letter to McDonalds hahaha. Oh dear. How I'm gonna miss everybody there :( But the girls at Valleygirl are awesome and so damn friendly as well. So doesn't really matter about leaving McDonalds, right? Considering we weren't all that close anyways. But I'll still miss them and I still love McDonalds!!
Anyways! The whole time that I was working, besides thinking about where everything goes and gathering all the information that my store manager (SM) gave me and told me, I thought about K. Oh, he is totally my motivator! Thinking about him gives me the motivaton to do good and to be happy and all smiley. Though one thing today that even thinking about K didn't work, was seeing H. Gosh. I felt like so annoyed seeing him today. Like, I don'tknow why, but I just soo did not want to see or talk to him aye.
But I just pretended that it was nothing and told him I'm OK for like the 100th time! But that's not the point. So I finished @ 5pm and got a text from K at 2.05pm and I got so excited (haha) but then I knew that he would be working about that time.So I had to wait aaaggeess for him to text me back.
He asked me who I liked, and I told him that it was a secret. But I'd tell him when he comes back to PN. And told him that before I didn't like anyone, but this person changed me. (And obviously, this person is him. himself -but he doesn't know yet hehe). He asked me how this person changed me and said that this person must be special [to me].
I mean, yes. He did change me. For a start, I don't go checking out all the guys around me and thinking of them as potential boyfriend's and all. I only have eyes for him. My heart belongs to him, and him only. Coz before, when I like someone, I still go checking out other guys and thinking, "Hmm... He's not bad. He could be on my list too!" And develop a crush on another guy and then another -if there is another one and so on. But for K, there's something about him that made me think of him, and just him only. Like coz of him, I have finally made up my mind and settled in/on for smebody rather than finding potentials coz this guy doesn't have this in him and that guy doesn't havewhat that guy has in him etc. So, that's one thing and the most important thing that he changed about me.
He also made me think differently on the word/s 'love' or 'liking someone'. Like... When you like someone, you like thm for who they are and accepting them for who they are. I mean, yes, I know he's not the mos good-looking guy out there and certainly not the tallest. But hey! I have totally accpeted that and obviously, looks AREN'T everything. It's the inside that counts. And I guess coz of his 'mysteriousness' I want to like be a huge part of his world and like to find thigns out about him, which makes this... "excitement" so good, I guess?
And he also has changed the way I think, when it comes to doing things for others. Coz usually I wouldn't put that one guy, in first place and think "anything for him" plus a smile. It would always be "Oh who caresss.... It's only a guyyy....!" And shrug it off. But now, not only is he the only guy on my mind all the time, he is also the guy that I put in first place (besides family and all).
I guess there are other things. But these are the ones I can think of now. And the first point is the most important in ANY [love] relationship. To love that person, and only that person. And I'm glad he could get me to change my mind like that -without him even noticing. He sure has the power! (haha).
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