Falling Deeper?

I think I am falling deeper and deeper in "love". Although we're not in a relationship yet. I feel that everything that he says to me, is really getting to me. And make me like -or love him more than I had expected... I hope this is a good thing though. And I hope he feels the same way too.

He texted me last night just before midnight. I was waiting for him to text me for the WHOLE night! I thought he would've went to sleep at about 9.15pm coz that was when he slept on Wednesday night. I was like shocked and happy that he texted me. Sort of like a dream come true. Coz you know how I was hoping that we'd be able to talk everyday so that we don't lose our "connection"? Yeah, that's why I was so happy and relieved.

He was so sweet last night. He made me smile so much that my face hurt (haha). I told him that I asked my older cousin, W what she thought of him. And he asked me why I asked and asked me what the result was. I told him that she said he was OK and that it was the first time that she EVER told me that a guy that I introduce to her or have been introduced to her, was OK. Coz usually she'd get all fussy and be like na. Not good etc etc. And so I asked if he felt special. He said yes he did feel special and asked if I was trying to sell him. Haha.

I told him that I wasn't unless he really wanted me to. Then he asked me, "Then what do you think of me?" I wanted to tell him straight up, but I just decided to ask him whether he wants to know it in one word or like a list. Heasked, "Is it not good?" I replied that it was good. He told me to tell him and I just repeated whether he wanted it short or long. He then replied saying that I can tell him when he comes back to PN. I was like, "OK! Then I'll tell you when you come down." Then he said, "That's if you remmeber all the words." And after that sentence, he said that he forgot to give me a kiss when I was up in Auckland. I was like aww! Always next time. Haha. I told him that I wrote everything in my blog and so I won't forget and he said he wanted to read and know my 'secrets' but I told him none of my friends can read my blog.

After all that, i asked him how he wanted me to remind him to ask me [what I like about him], he was like, "I don't know, maybe you can give me a kiss instead. Haha. :O I will be very happy." I smiled reading that. HE then said that if I kissed him then he will instantly kiss me back. I was like AWWW! Made me want to be with him right then.

Then he said he was going to sleep now. "Because you are not here now. Only ay to see you is in my dream. So I will meet you in my dream. Good night and sweet dreams Q." And I was like AWW!! He's just so cute and adorable AND sweet at the same time! I love him sooo sooo much. Maybe not so much "love" more like I like him A LOT! Coz you know, can't 'love' him and fall deeper and deeper if nothing's gonna happen. I don't want to get hurt like that.

So, what exactly DO I like about my dearest K? (Hehe).
I like:
> How he is so respectful to older people. (Like my grandparents for example).
> How he doesn't hesitate to do things. (Like how my friends told him to get this and do that when we were at the Japanese Restaurant and how he drove us around without complaining. Coz knowing that a lot of guys or just people in general would be moaning and complaining).
> How he has self-confidence. (About his height. He doesn't let it get to him, whether people make fun of his height or not).
> The way he holds me, hugs me, puts his arm around me. (It makes me feels so comfortable and warm with him).
> How he sweet talks me, but not in a over the top kind of way. Like wayyyy too cheesy way. So cheesy that I need to vomit.
> How he can hang out with me and my girl friends without isolating himself from my girls or like sticking to me like glue when I'm with him and my girls. (Knowing that some guys DO do that. And that's annoying).
> How he can drive! :D he looks so cool when he drives! And when he 'speeds' -like on the motorway or on the way to Wellington or Auckland. That's hot ;D
> His style! It's not like gangsta or too boring. It's simple and casual and nice. I like it.

Whoa. There is a lot that I like about him... Haha. I wonder if I'll remember to tell all this to him. It's such a long and a pretty detailed list, don't cha think? Haha. I need to also ask him what HE thinks of ME! :D

All I want is to be in an relationship with him. It sounds so desperate. But I want him by my side. And I want to be by his side. Forever. and Always.